Autumn-Bennett: March 2013

I don't usually write my feelings down on this blog because I have a journal to do so , but I have felt so blessed today that along with this printable is my entry about the last few weeks.

Dear Life-

As I sit here today I look back on the last few weeks of what has been darkness for me. My capabilities as a Wife, Mother , Daughter, Friend and Individual have been questioned by myself several times. I asked sincerely to the Lord if he was listening to me? Did he know I existed these last weeks or was he too busy with the larger things in this world to hear the silent yearnings of my heart. My answers came to me yesterday and today. "No, my Daughter I wasn't too busy.... You were." I sat yesterday around a table of wise, dear friends who seeped into my life when I needed them most. They uttered words of knowledge, understanding and sympathy that only He knew I needed to hear. Today as I walked those same sweet voices uttered the things He needed me to hear about myself. Things that I am all ready doing and things that I need to be doing. He hasn't forgotten me. He longed for me to reach out to those who love me unconditionally. He needed me to here their words of wisdom and light. He needs me to be open and vulnerable, even when I think I am okay to not be. He loves me through others. He loves me when I am alone, because really I am not. He knows the exact moments when I am open to hear His whisperings whether it be from the promptings of His Holy Spirit or through Angels who have blessed me with their presence here on Earth.